After the ball is over...

I'm sitting here alone in my room, in sort of a soft, quiet, melancholy. Remembering, and reminiscing about the days gone by. Music, dances, floodlights from my youth that almost haunt me. I miss acting. I miss singing. I miss dancing my heart out. I miss performing and making people laugh. I find so much joy and pleasure on stage. At times it feels sad to think I may never do it again. But the Lord has good things planned for me and I know in my heart... I will not be disappointed though at moments like these I feel my heart breaking a little.